June 2012
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ooc: an explanation +semi-hiatus.
{ Hi. I’m not sure how to start this, but I have some explaining to do.
As some of you may have noticed, I have sort of stepped back from RPing (especially on two accounts in particular.) For a long while, RP was a means of distracting myself from my depression, and it did help, at least to an extent. Plus, I had fun with it; it was enjoyable.
Lately, however, RP has served as more of a...
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“I…” They were (apparently) her friends, weren’t they? Surely if the old her had experienced this, she would have told them… Perhaps they already knew. So why had no one warned her? Biting her lip - where had that habit come from? - she paused before speaking. “There’s… something. Not a voice, that’s not right, but a… a presence, corrupting...
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Trembling hands wrung the fabric clutched between them, green eyes darting to the door yet again as she shivered. Something was wrong. A dark sense of foreboding had settled over her. The dark presence in her mind was more noticeable now, and though she did not understand it, it frightened her, setting her mind ablaze with thoughts of all manner of dark...
May 2012
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She wanted to turn and run away. Run from her problems that she caused. The guilt was eating her alive. “Hi, Otogi…” Her smile was fake, but it had fooled everyone before why would this be any different. Ryou took a few steps forward towards them but kept distance in case she triggered memories. “…” The words ‘I’m sorry’ were...
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As she entered the room, Jo glanced at Ryou one last time before turning to Otogi, giving her a strained smile. “Hey Otogi. How are you feeling?” She stepped closer to the young woman in the bed. “Do you remember who we are? Or do you need us to give you our names?”
Oh God… No… She couldn’t do this. She...
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Trembling hands wrung the fabric clutched between them, green eyes darting to the door yet again as she shivered. Something was wrong. A dark sense of foreboding had settled over her. The dark presence in her mind was more noticeable now, and though she did not understand it, it frightened her, setting her mind ablaze with thoughts of all manner of dark threats. No. She would not let herself be...
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She was silent as she mulled over what the other said, holding her hand tight. “I know… I know… This is still all my fault.” If anyone deserved to die it was me… “I… I still want to be her friend. I still want to be in her life, I just…” Ryou sighed before letting go of Jo’s hand and moving to the door. “I don’t think she...
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“I… I don’t know if I can do this, Jo…” She was shifting in place and stopped right in front of the door staring at it. “This is my fault. I shouldn’t be here. I shouldn’t… I don’t deserve to be in her presence…” She sighed and looked down at the ground. “I’m scared, Jo.”
The footsteps had faded, that much was clear -...
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The voice was bothering her again. She could never quite make out the words, but it was still there, lurking in the corners of her mind and causing her a great deal of concern. Who did it belong to? Why was it in her head? Surely it wasn’t hers. It was something wholly wicked, dark… She hoped it did not belong to her. But she assumed she would...
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Anonymous asked: You used to be so strong, but without your memories you're just a scared little girl.
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The voice was bothering her again. She could never quite make out the words, but it was still there, lurking in the corners of her mind and causing her a great deal of concern. Who did it belong to? Why was it in her head? Surely it wasn’t hers. It was something wholly wicked, dark… She hoped it did not belong to her. But she assumed she would have known if it was.
Sighing and doing...
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Anonymous asked: You'll find someone better
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Anonymous asked: She left you because she's a bitch.
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Anonymous asked: Zorc is the voice. He is your master.
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Anonymous asked: No it doesn't! You're the one who sacrificed yourself for her!
What...
A voice. There’s something… Something inside… It’s not something good. What is…? It’s… I feel strange. What is this?
Who is … my ‘master’ …? I don’t understand. Who are you? Leave me alone. I don’t want to become like you.
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Anonymous asked: You did but they left you.
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Anonymous asked: You did have a love.
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Anonymous asked: how would you feel to know that you once had a love?
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Otogi blinked in surprise as she was suddenly hugged, awkwardly raising her own arms to pat at the girl’s back. “I’m sorry,” she attempted, feeling guilty for causing her tears. “Please don’t cry.” Pulling her gently away from her to meet her eyes, the dark-haired girl did feel a...
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Anonymous asked: If you lost your memories, what would your reaction be if I hit on you?
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Amane walked quickly and anxiously through the hospital, looking at the room numbers, trying to find the right one. The nurse at the front desk told her it was Room 104…
“102… 103… There!” She rushed over to the door marked 104 and turned the handle, entering the dim...
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Amane walked quickly and anxiously through the hospital, looking at the room numbers, trying to find the right one. The nurse at the front desk told her it was Room 104…
“102… 103… There!” She rushed over to the door marked 104 and turned the handle, entering the dim room.
Otogi glanced up as the...
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Amane walked quickly and anxiously through the hospital, looking at the room numbers, trying to find the right one. The nurse at the front desk told her it was Room 104…
“102… 103… There!” She rushed over to the door marked 104 and turned the handle, entering the dim room.
Otogi glanced up as the door opened; the girl who...
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amanechan:
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amanechan:
Amane walked quickly and anxiously through the hospital, looking at the room numbers, trying to find the right one. The nurse at the front desk told her it was Room 104…
“102… 103… There!” She rushed over to the door marked 104 and turned the handle, entering the dim room.
Otogi glanced up as the door opened; the girl who entered did not look familiar...
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amanechan:
Amane walked quickly and anxiously through the hospital, looking at the room numbers, trying to find the right one. The nurse at the front desk told her it was Room 104…
“102… 103… There!” She rushed over to the door marked 104 and turned the handle, entering the dim room.
Otogi glanced up as the door opened; the girl who entered did not look familiar to her, but she assumed she...
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Anonymous asked: You sacrificed yourself to Zorc for her, and she left you. Once you remember her you are going to hate her.
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“Please, stay awake. An ambulance will be here soon, just try to stay awake. Talk to me.” Ryou remembered how she had been in that cold water, so could she be numb? He touched her hand. “Can you feel this? Make a noise if you feel this.”
“… Just try to stay awake. Talk to me.” She wanted to tell him...
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Ryou started to panic a little. He had no clue what to do.
Wait, wait, someone in the distance. Ryou waved his hands over his head and yelled, “Please, someone, over here!” Once the attention of the other person was caught, he asked if they would call an ambulance.
In the meantime, he needed to keep...
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Open RP.
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He didn’t know what to do. What could he do? He hoped silently that she wasn’t dead…
Ryou sighed softly when he saw her eyelids move. So she was alive. Good.
“It’s me, Otogi. It’s Ryou. Move your fingers if you can hear me.”
He didn’t bring his cell phone with him, and even if he did it would be...
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He didn’t know what to do. What could he do? He hoped silently that she wasn’t dead…
Ryou sighed softly when he saw her eyelids move. So she was alive. Good.
“It’s me, Otogi. It’s Ryou. Move your fingers if you can hear me.”
He didn’t bring his cell phone with him, and even if he did it would be destroyed by the water. He looked around...
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Anonymous asked: Don't you hate her? This is her fault.
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Open RP.
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Ryou hadn’t wanted to leave the house that day, in fear he would run into someone. However, he ran out of milk and he figured a short trip wouldn’t hurt. Along the river would lead him to the grocery store and was, for the most part, secluded. Plus, he loved to look down at the water.
Sighing, he stopped and kneeled down to watch the...
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Anonymous asked: It's not your fault. Don't say that.
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This was it. This was it. Otogi stared blankly down at the cold water, watching with feigned interest as it lapped at the shore nearby. The bridge was fairly high up. She could swim, but if the fall into the water didn’t kill her, she would just let herself drown. It was simple. Simple. She didn’t want to be a pawn anymore.
Without her to ground her… there was...
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Anonymous asked: Why did she leave you?!?
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Anonymous asked: WTF NO DON'T DIE OH MY GOD
Open RP.
This was it. This was it. Otogi stared blankly down at the cold water, watching with feigned interest as it lapped at the shore nearby. The bridge was fairly high up. She could swim, but if the fall into the water didn’t kill her, she would just let herself drown. It was simple. Simple. She didn’t want to be a pawn anymore.
Without her to ground her… there was no choice. Not...
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hostforthering asked: O-Otogi... I... Can't do this anymore. I'm sorry that I was a burden to you... I'm sorry you sacrificed yourself for me... and I'm sorry I am doing this to you... But... I-I'm breaking up with you.
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Ryou smiled and placed a light kiss onto Otogi’s forehead. “It does.” She moved her arm off of the other and held out her hand. “I-I want you…” Ryou took in a deep breathe and continued. “… To follow me… J-Just… I… Trust me?”
Otogi blinked at the offered hand for a moment,...
ooc:
{ happy as i am to have returned, I don’t actually know if I can RP right now. xD
I’m running a fever of about 100 degrees F and my brain’s all muddled. As such, IT’S ALL REALLY HORRIBLY OOC and i’m sorry. oops. }
amane-chan asked: Otogi! Oh my God! *hugs you tight* I missed you!
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Anonymous asked: ur only going to hurt her in the end
Anonymous asked: if your gf wants to join zorc why not let her?
amane-chan asked: Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! I'm a booooooooooooooooy! *collapses into your arms and sobs* DAMN THAT ANOOOOOOOOOOOOOON!
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April 2012
84 posts
OOC: thinking of deactivating my rp blogs.
arkhampancake:
and possibly my personal as well.
i’m sorry to all my rp partners if i go ahead and do it… i still need to think about it a little more, but i thought i’d give a heads up.
i’ll give a real warning before i do if i decide to so they can be unfollowed, if that’s desired
i just… i’m not sure i’m welcome here, so… hopefully you understand? um…
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Anonymous asked: Ryou should be my slut toy